12/15/98

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QUESTIONS

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There's something in me

Something's there

I'm not quite sure

A normal, blank stare

I want to love

I don't know how

Deceived you before

Want another chance now

I messed it all up

It was set in stone

Wonder if my prayers

Still reach God on His throne

I led myself on

Thinking I could pull through

I don't know any answers, I was wondering

Do you ??

10/20/98

I wrote this back when I was 16 years old, in high school. I was dealing with the cold, hard fact that I wasn't a very good "voice" for what I believe in....

THE WITNESS ??

I see you pain

I know your name

I know the Way

Can't find what to say

Could it be I'm afraid

To tell you He laid

His life down, for you and for me

Broken and bare, nailed to a tree

Cried the tears, felt our shame

And I'm too scared to tell you His name.

Jesus!! I cry for His help,

But no one can see what my mind just felt...

You walk away, I think it's too late

I blew my chance to see you at the gate

My mind slips away like hour glass sands

What can I do, your blood is on my hands.

Lord, help me.

TIME

The gift we've all been given
Cannot ask for more
When it ends, so does the living
Like waves upon the shore
Slowly washing breath away
Consumes us to the core


When its gone, its gone
No way to replace it
Every new day
Wake up to face it


Time will go on
With or without us, slipping away
wasting away
Will it be well spent
Or on our own selfish gains

What do we have to show
From our lives lived on this earth
Will we make the best of time, or will it run out first

I AM INTERNET LITERATE !!!

So I finally caught up to the rest of the world and made my facebook and blogspot accounts...I figured that I'm entirely too interesting for more people not to know about me. :)
So you'll probably find lots of my writings in here...some regular poetry and some work-in-progress songs (might be easier if I actually knew how to compose/sing/play)